Insecurities of (some) parents

Now I know why my Mother used to be sooo worry about me, as in I was over-protected, in my opinion.

I'm a Mother now..

As my son grow older, these are my current insecurities:

For many reasons, I came up with the conclusion that I have to raise him up as a vegetarian, although gua ga ketat amat yah, berhubung I don't have the same opinion with my husband, but he let me do what I know is best for our son, jadi kadang-kadang which is jarang banget, kalo ngga ada makanan dan mampirnya ke K*C, suka kami suapin seiprit chicken.  If he knew what he was eating, he'll be upset, I bet, since now, kalo kami ngga sengaja bahas soal makan ikan atau ayam di depan Skyler, he got upset and said "jangan makan ikan! Ikan itu berenang-berenang.." ufft.. itulah susahnya kalo mau ajarin hidup sehat ke anak tapi Bapak Mamaknya belum bertobat.. -_-.

Sebenarnya juga gua ga mau kasi Skyler snacks yang junkfood, apa daya, dalam hal ini gua jadi longgar juga karena sekitar kurang mendukung.. (don't blame me for this!).  Masih terkontrol tapi.. jarang yang ala-ala ber-MSG, paling biskuit-biskuit gitu sih (gulaaa!!).. *sigh*.

For me, nanti kalo Skyler udah besar dan memilih untuk tidak vegetarian, that's his choice, gua ngga akan larang, just hoping that he'll get used to not eating meat that he won't later on :) *finger crossed*.

So, in this part, I'm afraid the he might be "bullied" by his friends when they find out that he doesn't want to eat meat, that when he says "jangan makan ikan/ayam!" they'll keep doing it for the sake of making him pissed-off.. :((

Another one is, he's now more of a "copycat" of his friends, as in what they do, he'll copy right away.

The crazy thing is, man, we tried our best to raise him well at home, to behave well, to speak politely, so well you know what I mean right?! :((.

Telling him to be good to others might let him stay quite when others pushed him away, or do something rude to him.. oh my..

I told him to say "NO!!" when someone do something not good to him.

I want to put him in a Karate/Taekwondo course, but also, hey, they also got to fight during the courses! Hahah!

Mamak galau.. :)) :'(